Like you’re not fat at all, but you’re not skinny. No one thinks you’re fat at your weight but they don’t ever say,“gosh you’re so skinny!” “Body goals!” Or anything. You’re just kinda average. That’s me…
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It’s 10:57
It’s 10:57 and I’ve counted the amount of calories I’ve eaten today….now the goal is to work out. Until I pass out. I can’t keep eating this much. I need to be skinny or else no one will love me…I want to be able to go the beach and have people stare and comment on how skinny and pretty I am.
Reasons to be skinny
1. Imagine the boys staring at you.
2. Imagine wearing their hoodies, and looking so small and cute.
3. Imagine the girls being jealous, and asking how you’re so skinny.
4. Imagine the teachers watching you with worry.
5. Imagine people hugging you tightly, and lifting you off your feet.
6. Imagine boys picking you up, and it’s easy, because you’re so light.
7. Imagine being at the beach looking stunning in a bikini.
8. Imagine holding a mug of tea in your small dainty hands.
9. Imagine being with friends on your cheat day (which is allowed, obviously), and eating Pizza, and they’re wondering how you’re so skinny.
10. Imagine you’re hipbones, collarbones and ribs sticking out slightly.
11. Imagine the Halloween costumes you could pull off!
12. Imagine the oversized Christmas jumpers you’d look cute in.
13. Imagine the lace panties you would look amazing in.
14. Imagine holding hands with someone, and feeling so small and safe.
15. Imagine looking skinny and beautiful in nothing but a tracksuit, wooly socks and a hoodie.
16. Imagine looking adorable in a onesie.
17. Imagine baking cookies, and not
feeling guilty, because you’re so skinny now.
18. Imagine how fun clothe shopping will be!
19. Imagine taking selfies with your friends when you’re trying on clothes.
20. And imagine the dresses and skirts you could wear.
21. Not to mention the crop tops!
22. You’d look amazing in a turtle neck sweater.
23. And any hairstyle would look amazing on you.
24. Imagine getting texts from guys, and having loads of guy best friends.
25. Imagine finally being good enough.
26. Imagine looking in the mirror and feeling happy.
27. Imagine sitting down and feeling confident.
28. Imagine being able to order food and not feel like people are judging you.
29. And imagine being happy.
30. Just, imagine being skinny.
Read this when you think about binging or giving up. I believe in you.
It’s not fair.
It’s not fair.
It’s not fair when your best friend tells you that you have no boobs. Or that you have no butt.
Yet she tells you that you have tummy fat.
It’s not fair that I starve myself, and nothing happens.
It’s not fair when you text me that all you did was binge eat and watch the telly, and yet you still lost weight.
It’s not fair when I finally feel somewhat good about the way I look, you tell me I look horrible.
I blame it on lack of sleep, and you say, “yeah we know, your eyebags could be swimming pools.”
It’s not fair. It’s not fair that you get to be skinny and small, and I have to be fat. Yes I am not obese. But I have fat. And I hate it.
Sometimes, I even hate you. That’s what’s not fair. That I could die for you, yet still hate you for being skinny.
None of it’s fair.
I want to be skinny enough to not worry about whether I’m crushing my boyfriend when I cuddle with him, small enough for him to be able pick me up and whirl me in the air, thin enough for me to feel confident to just chill in my underwear with him, I want to be everything he deserves and more ✖️
you will be skinny by april
- delicate waist and ribcage
- protruding hipbones and gorgeous legs
- cute butt
- cheekbones
- not worrying about lingerie cause you know you’ll look incredible
to feel confident and sexy again
to get those double takes again
I want.
I want to be thin. I want my body to not need food. I want my brain to stop messing with me. I want my stomach to feel full with no food. I want to control myself. I want others to stop asking me about my diet. I want others to stop caring for me. I want my collarbones to stick out. I want my hipbones to be visible. I want my belly to be flat. I want my legs to be skinny. I want my thighs to not rub against each other. I want my body to be perfect. I want a change in my life. I want to finally be thin.
12.01.15
- I'm not doing this because it's trendy or because I think it's cool.
- I'm doing this because this is my last resort.
- I need discipline and quick results.
- Starving and depriving myself from essential nutrients days at a time isn't something I just do for fun.
- We're all trying to get to the same end result.
- Our ultimate desired weight.
- I personally just want to look skinny and "healthy" and not have fat rolls appear when I sit down.
- Your reasons might be different, but for me this is all going to be worth it some day.
- My collarbones are distinct.
- My wrist are smaller and finer.
- My rib cage is finally visible when I stand.
- My hip bones are barely poking out.
- My thighs are shrinking and separating.
- Progress keeps me going.
- I can do this.
- I'm closer than I was before.
- Just a pound at a time.